Wednesday, July 28, 2010

the stars have stopped shining

Hi and yes, X and I have ended our dating period.

Was it my fault? Maybe?

Was it his fault? Maybe?

I know that we may seem fast to many people, from strangers to dating and all but well, I guess when the guy seems right for you, you just go for it?

Am i affected? I wont deny and say no.

But then again, this is life.

It is time to move on.

A quote i created
"when the sun sets, the stars will shine and even when one star is missing, the world is not yet and the night will still be bright"

I know some things that he never expected me to know and it was because of that, I decided to not pursue him no matter how much i like him.

In another words, I decided to give up on him and move on.

And because of my damn fucked up love life, I decided to block my mind and heart. Just focus on my studies and head straight for my goals.

to X:
I know everything. And even though I know how much I miss you, I am going to move on. It is useless holding onto something that will reap no sow and end up being hurt again. Looks like being friends was what we should have done a long time ago. Thanks for the 2 months and 5 days of memories that you have created with me. i wish you all the best in your dance and work. A quote for you "I want us to be friends when we say goodbye" . We did not say a proper goodbye and when that day comes, I know that I will say it with a heavy heart but yet with a smile on my face. I will shake your hands, smile and walk away from your life as a partner and enter again as your friend forever.


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